Past dreams again

Yes, I have been slacking on blogging my dreams.

A few nights ago I had a dream where I was talking online with Myk and Jared and then we all met up. I dont think Jared and I had started a relationship but we were talking as though we might.


Last night, I had a dream with me, Amy Glew, and some random guy, who I am sure had some latin american or hispanic descent. Someone we or Amy knew was getting arrested or pulled over not too far from where we were, and he told us to walk away. So we started to. I got into a car, Amy in another, the random guy didnt make a decision one way or another, I think. I dont really remember what happened to him.

Later I had a lizard, some frogs, and some crickets in a cage. The crickets were multiplying like crazy and I think the frogs also were reproducing. It was Amy I believe who pointed it out to me. I was thinking "aww, they are having babies." Before I noticed I even had these animals, I think I was talking to Daniel McClure and I have no idea what was being said. There was a girl near us and she had a glass eye with a fish on it, I think? I started trying to show Daniel the fish or started trying to mimic what I saw with the fish? Maybe he and I were talking through some sort of webcam or phone, because I dont think he was physically there to see this fish.

Later one of my frogs was jumping up at me trying to latch on to me. I was annoyed at first and then Amy said he was trying to tell me something. So I let it latch on and it somehow led me over to the cage and was showing me some crickets giving birth to baby crickets. I said something like "Aww" again and the frog made a gesture like "No ! This is bad!" And I guess he was telling me it was a mistake or I was a bad "mother" to let these crickets have all these babies. I think the frog squished a cricket for extra emphasis, and I think I squished one or two also.

Un-Blogged Yesterdays

Anywhere between the 9th and 17th of November:

I really dont remember much of this dream anymore. I know that Daniel was always there, but he wasnt a huge role in the dream. I was talking to someone in the dream, and maybe it was his brother Kenny? But this is quite vague and does not ring a bell. Just going off the imagery left.

The morning of Nov 18th:

I was on a movie set. I was an actress in the movie. I was playing the role of a girlfriend to some guy. There were two male characters and another female character. I was playing the character deranged or mentally unstable at one point because it was the way I made sense for the other girl to be living with them and for my character to be able to accept it and live with it.

The director then told me the other female was there because me and my boyfriend and his friend had kidnapped her. And he also said my character was based off something in his real life, and I got the feeling the whole scenario was based on something that happened to him.

Daniel McClure was there, and I am not sure if he was just there or if he was the director or crew or an actor. One of the other actors on set started talking to me and flirting with me. Daniel was getting upset at this. The actor said "If you ever want to hang out with any hockey players, we should get together" Or something along those lines. I found this question absurd and looked over at Danny and started laughing at the guy and his question. The actor didnt seem to notice I was laughing at him.

Later the movie set people, me, and Daniel were eating lunch at some diner place. We were looking at the menu trying to decide what to order. I think I was wanting something like a Reuben (when do I not?). I forget if anything was said here or anything significant happened.

At some point it was just me and Daniel. I was reading his dream journal, and I was specifically reading a dream he had about aliens. He was being taught things about aliens by an alien in this dream, I believe. He had drawn a picture of an alien standing over a black circle and it was to document their reproduction methods. He had written that they reproduced by spraying black liquid that tasted like "esetser." Or was "similar to esetser." ... Whatever that is. There were other details I read over, but I do not remember them. I had taken my glasses off and I could see very well without them. I started talking to Daniel about the aliens and started to say I was an alien. He was startled / confused / scared at this. I put my glasses back on, and they were darkly tinted. I could barely see through them at first and then soon I couldnt see through them at all. I was trying to say things to make Daniel believe I was an alien... I used the word esetser. He started to believe me, and I did not want to scare him- so I stopped. I took my glasses off and I could not see without them. Then Danny started to say he was an alien and he moved across the room toward me. I think his eyes had changed. I want to say during all of this he was really drunk or high - that is why he was able to believe that I was an alien so easily. He was coming toward me and was saying "It's okay, I just really love you" or "I still love you." or something like that and then kissed me.

Fin.

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Last night:

I was with a group of people who were doing something for school or a contest or I don't really know. It was definitely a contest. Amy Glew was there and a guy and I think another girl. There were mini-reels and candy. We were trying to clean up whatever it was we had done and if we could not find everything we had, we would fail the contest or class. But we couldnt find the reels or the container that was to house the reels. Amy was gathering most of the candy and putting it in her red bag/purse. I was putting some flat, circular, wrapped chocolate candies in a container that fit their shape exactly.

Our group was sitting on a bench, and the guy was reading something off a paper. I had the paper first, and it had dots and waves on it that were to symbolize sounds and music and we were to guess the song based off that. I made a guess. I was sure it was a march and could decipher some of it for certain and recognized the sound, but couldn't place the title yet. I think I made a guess. This is when we are on the bench now, the guy is looking over it. It's me on the left, the guy to my right, Amy and the other girl to his right. The guy is holding the paper, and we are all looking at it. Underneath the dot waves there was text. He started reading the text and it was the words from my guess. While we were looking at the paper, I put my head on the guy's shoulder because he was close and I was kind of tired. It felt nice, but I picked my head up because I wasnt dating this guy and didn't want to date him and thought that might be misleading. After I raised my head, he scooted his body closer because he wanted me to put my head back on his shoulder. I don't think I did. I think this is when we started cleaning things up to turn them in.

Where our group was located was on the far end of a campus or something... on the corner of a dead end. A lot of cars were coming down in front of us and doing a U-turn to be facing the direction to get out of the place. I saw Katie Williams driving a magnum-type vehicle and she did such a U-turn in front of us. There was a back-road that people could have turned left on instead of doing the U-turn. Maybe people didnt know where it led, or maybe they knew where it led and it wouldnt take them where they wanted it to. There were cars parked on this road, though. I remember a few of them and the most forefront vehicle was a large blue truck.

I was at a party with Katie Williams. I dont think I knew anyone there, and it also feels like she didn't know anyone there. We were there through friends of friends. It was more like a shower or celebration instead of a college party. There were older people and families/ relatives and such.

Katie at one point had a chunk taken out of her back? I dont know if it was a scrape or a bite, but she was concerned. Everytime she looked at her side/back she couldnt see it. I told her it was because you look at it one way and it's smooth (her view) and if you look at it another way, you can see the skin and blood. She went to a bathroom to look at it in the mirror. There were already maybe 3 people in the bathroom and she just kinda stood there looking at them like "Okay! You can leave now, it's a bathroom. Clearly I want privacy" And they left. I saw her go into the shower stall behind the curtain while they were leaving. Why? There is no mirror there !! She was also complaining about her boyfriend Justin, but she called him something else. A pet name maybe... started with a J. I wanted to tell her to just break up with him, but I knew it wasnt the right things to say and didn't.

While I was there Danny McClure called. He was going to come by my place for some reason, and I wasnt there. I figured I could beat him there so I told him I would see him when he got there. I gather my things from the place, and it's a ton of stuff. Games, books, mini-shampoo bottles. I can barely hold it all in my arms. I make it outside and Katie is walking one way toward my car and I am walking another. We both realize that neither of us are headed in the direction of my car. We look around frantically, clearly lost. A woman walks by and says something about a car that was towed away because it was not parked in visitor parking... or moreso because it was parked in renter or owner parking! I was so upset that my car was towed. Like really??

I thought "Well, since Danny is on his way he can help me get my car back." And I call him to give him different directions. I tell him to take the opposite exit for the 100 and we hang up. Later I realize that He doesnt need to take the 100 at all, because where I am is south of the 100 off the 97, and he will already be on the 97. I think I try to call him, or at that time he starts calling me?

I vaguely remember "only liking one person" and that person being Vince from work. I dont remember when or why, but it either stopped or transferred to Michael Pangilinan. He was some sort of coach or athletic person. Someone at one time said he should retire. A woman in his team or group said "No, he can't. We need his strength" And I thought to myself "Really? His strength?" and that they could find someone with more muscles and strength than Michael. For some reason, I was showering in shower stalls. There were two other girls showering in stalls next to mine. My towel kept falling off the door, and at one point almost jumped off at me. I asked the girl next to me if hers had done the same. I think she said hers had as well.

There was something about people in bird costumes. I think this was before I transferred affections to Michael? Anna and Kevin were talking about me... something about me not being able to be the main character bird, because I hadnt been around Anna didnt know what Kevin was going to do if I couldnt? And Kevin said he already had someone that was going to be the main character bird. I was a little sad, because I didnt want to be replaced, but at the same time knew the lead character had singing parts, and I didnt want to sing in front of people (and Lord knows I dont sing that well). There were a lot of people in bird costumes, and I think they were all types of Love Birds?? Most, if not all the birds, were paired off. I remember the two main birds were black with white chests.

Eventually, there was a large group of us in a lake. At first it was three guys having sex with different women. All the women were in black bathing suits and I think all the men were in black dress suits. The men had not had sex in a while, for whatever reason. They were holding out for something, but this was them finally letting themselves. I think they were some of the bird people. Anyway, they would go through women; they would have sex with one, she would disappear, then another woman would appear for them. Later there were a lot of people in the lake, and I was there, too. I think other people were having sex around me still, but it wasnt anything odd or strange. I was moving to stay afloat, because my feet could not touch ground. My feet did keep touching a fishing net, and other things. I think maybe seaweed or I dont know what it was. I didnt like that my feet were touching things. People referenced there was a boat underneat us. I looked down in the water and couldnt see anything because it was brown murky lake water. At one point I saw a black hole/circle down beneath me in the water. There was a red light in the middle of it, which I attributed to a reflection off something above water, but I didnt like being near it just the same and swam away. I saw two fishing bobbers (both orange and white) floating past me. It was being pulled, and I didnt want to get caught by the hook, so I was trying to figure out which direction it was being pulled from so I could get out of the way. As I turned around, a woman on the shore was pulling it in, and trying to get us to come in from the water. I think it was Joy from work. But also could be my mother? Someone else was pulling the other bobber/lure in from the shore as well. I swim to a certain point then decide to stand up to walk the rest of the way out. When I stood up the water barely came above my ankles... don't ask me how I was swimming in that shallow of water. My bathing suit was light blue, and I was pulling it because it was sticking to tighltly to me from being in the water. The top was displaced from being in the water then getting out, and my right breast was exposed. I tried to cover it back up nonchalantly. I dont know if anyone saw, but I was quite unhappy that it happened.

I dont know if this is the same dream or a different one... but I remember my sister and one of her children (maybe Adeline? but it's ambiguous, and coule be Julianna) were at the bottom of a pool. There were leaves at the bottom of the pool as well, but not many. The two of them were drowned. I dont think they were dead. I got someone to dive in and help me get them out. The other person was successful in getting the child out, but I was having trouble getting my sister out. I cannot sink very well, and was struggling to make it to the bottom of the pool. When I managed to make it, I couldnt get a hold of my sister, as she kept moving with the displacement of the water. Both her and the child were very very tiny in size. Maybe a few inches in height at most for sister, and 1-2 for child. They eventually both are rescued from the pool, and I have no idea if they drowned or were still alive.

After that, I was driving somewhere. I was driving up a hill on a paved road with grass fields and green trees around. There was a white car coming DOWN the hill at me. It was a one-way, and I didnt want to get hit. I thought maybe he was doing it on purpose. I pull off the road quickly and run into some brush, but nothing like a crash. The guy kind of crashes, and since I think he was driving suicidal, I pick his car up and face it toward the lake / ocean / water that was nearby. He soon revs his engine and speeds toward the water and crashes in. The car upon closer proximity, was white on top and a darker color on the bottom, with alternating stripes to segue the color change. It was large like a buick or lincoln. An older model, with a rounded body- not boxy.

I didnt want to be connected with letting him kill himself, so I drag my car and try to walk up the hill on the grass. It soon gets very steep and I am having to grab chunks of grass to hold on. Soon I decide it's not worth it, and back down the hill. I head over to where the guy crashed into the water. There were some people there trying to find his body. This water was FULL of leaves. They couldnt see a path that his body made, and it was overwhelmingly hopeless to search through all the leaves. I walk a few steps over from where they were kneeling, and see the path his body made and see his body lying there. I point it out. He is a black man wearing an orange jumpsuit. He is lying flat on his back, eyes closed, looks dead but I don't know if he is or not. I think I leave after pointing him out.