I vaguely remember "only liking one person" and that person being Vince from work. I dont remember when or why, but it either stopped or transferred to Michael Pangilinan. He was some sort of coach or athletic person. Someone at one time said he should retire. A woman in his team or group said "No, he can't. We need his strength" And I thought to myself "Really? His strength?" and that they could find someone with more muscles and strength than Michael. For some reason, I was showering in shower stalls. There were two other girls showering in stalls next to mine. My towel kept falling off the door, and at one point almost jumped off at me. I asked the girl next to me if hers had done the same. I think she said hers had as well.

There was something about people in bird costumes. I think this was before I transferred affections to Michael? Anna and Kevin were talking about me... something about me not being able to be the main character bird, because I hadnt been around Anna didnt know what Kevin was going to do if I couldnt? And Kevin said he already had someone that was going to be the main character bird. I was a little sad, because I didnt want to be replaced, but at the same time knew the lead character had singing parts, and I didnt want to sing in front of people (and Lord knows I dont sing that well). There were a lot of people in bird costumes, and I think they were all types of Love Birds?? Most, if not all the birds, were paired off. I remember the two main birds were black with white chests.

Eventually, there was a large group of us in a lake. At first it was three guys having sex with different women. All the women were in black bathing suits and I think all the men were in black dress suits. The men had not had sex in a while, for whatever reason. They were holding out for something, but this was them finally letting themselves. I think they were some of the bird people. Anyway, they would go through women; they would have sex with one, she would disappear, then another woman would appear for them. Later there were a lot of people in the lake, and I was there, too. I think other people were having sex around me still, but it wasnt anything odd or strange. I was moving to stay afloat, because my feet could not touch ground. My feet did keep touching a fishing net, and other things. I think maybe seaweed or I dont know what it was. I didnt like that my feet were touching things. People referenced there was a boat underneat us. I looked down in the water and couldnt see anything because it was brown murky lake water. At one point I saw a black hole/circle down beneath me in the water. There was a red light in the middle of it, which I attributed to a reflection off something above water, but I didnt like being near it just the same and swam away. I saw two fishing bobbers (both orange and white) floating past me. It was being pulled, and I didnt want to get caught by the hook, so I was trying to figure out which direction it was being pulled from so I could get out of the way. As I turned around, a woman on the shore was pulling it in, and trying to get us to come in from the water. I think it was Joy from work. But also could be my mother? Someone else was pulling the other bobber/lure in from the shore as well. I swim to a certain point then decide to stand up to walk the rest of the way out. When I stood up the water barely came above my ankles... don't ask me how I was swimming in that shallow of water. My bathing suit was light blue, and I was pulling it because it was sticking to tighltly to me from being in the water. The top was displaced from being in the water then getting out, and my right breast was exposed. I tried to cover it back up nonchalantly. I dont know if anyone saw, but I was quite unhappy that it happened.

I dont know if this is the same dream or a different one... but I remember my sister and one of her children (maybe Adeline? but it's ambiguous, and coule be Julianna) were at the bottom of a pool. There were leaves at the bottom of the pool as well, but not many. The two of them were drowned. I dont think they were dead. I got someone to dive in and help me get them out. The other person was successful in getting the child out, but I was having trouble getting my sister out. I cannot sink very well, and was struggling to make it to the bottom of the pool. When I managed to make it, I couldnt get a hold of my sister, as she kept moving with the displacement of the water. Both her and the child were very very tiny in size. Maybe a few inches in height at most for sister, and 1-2 for child. They eventually both are rescued from the pool, and I have no idea if they drowned or were still alive.

After that, I was driving somewhere. I was driving up a hill on a paved road with grass fields and green trees around. There was a white car coming DOWN the hill at me. It was a one-way, and I didnt want to get hit. I thought maybe he was doing it on purpose. I pull off the road quickly and run into some brush, but nothing like a crash. The guy kind of crashes, and since I think he was driving suicidal, I pick his car up and face it toward the lake / ocean / water that was nearby. He soon revs his engine and speeds toward the water and crashes in. The car upon closer proximity, was white on top and a darker color on the bottom, with alternating stripes to segue the color change. It was large like a buick or lincoln. An older model, with a rounded body- not boxy.

I didnt want to be connected with letting him kill himself, so I drag my car and try to walk up the hill on the grass. It soon gets very steep and I am having to grab chunks of grass to hold on. Soon I decide it's not worth it, and back down the hill. I head over to where the guy crashed into the water. There were some people there trying to find his body. This water was FULL of leaves. They couldnt see a path that his body made, and it was overwhelmingly hopeless to search through all the leaves. I walk a few steps over from where they were kneeling, and see the path his body made and see his body lying there. I point it out. He is a black man wearing an orange jumpsuit. He is lying flat on his back, eyes closed, looks dead but I don't know if he is or not. I think I leave after pointing him out.