The first dream... Christian A, Luke G, and David Browne (along with some others that I don't know or don't remember) had made me a video. They evidently all worked for some company that had a boat.. the video was shot on the boat. Maybe they all worked on the boat, and maybe it was the navy. Who knows. I remember saying I was amazed that I got that video because what I had asked for or "meant" to recieve was a still photograph of water. And I get those guys making fools of themselves on a boat that looks like it might be crashing or in a big storm.
I guess they go back to work or whatnot, and the "video" is actually us on the boat, but they go away. I go inside the building that the boat is attached to. It's large and there are some people working. I meander my way to a place where I am to get my picture taken (I have no idea why). There are very few people ahead of me to get their picture taken, but soon the place is overrun with folks, and I never get my picture taken. I remember sending texts to C and D to tell them I was downstairs getting my picture taken so maybe they would come say hello and keep me company.
I also remember another room nearby the one with the photography lady. It wasn't a cafeteria but it did have sinks?? At least one large sink. I remember washing my hands in the sink, and I had filth in my mouth and wanted to get it out. I was pulling it out with my hands and spitting it, but it wouldnt go away. It was like grainy mucus that was all inside my mouth. So gross. I didnt want to swallow it and couldnt get it all out of my face. I think David comes in to find his wallet, but this is where I stop remembering things... except I do remember after being in THIS room I went to get my photo taken and it was closing time. The lady was going to squeeze me in and I said "only if you have to, because I can go somewhere else another time and pay someone to do it"
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Now I really am in a cafeteria. There is a group of people I am with, and I don't know who any of them are upon waking. I see the place is making these huge taco-shaped things either filled with taco ingredients or cheese, like a quesadilla. And I wanted one, it looked so good ! Who can say no to cheese? When it's my turn to order the worker says something about the specials and she can give me a # or call a # to find out. And I didnt really hear her, so I asked "What is the special?" And she said "Let me get Linda's number and call her" (I think her name was Linda). I didnt care about the special, I wanted cheese ! She disappeared and about a million hours later someone returns to take my order. I am very irritated because no one wants to serve me, and we are running out of time to eat. So I tell the lady I want one of the cheese things if it's not too much trouble (after she suggests some sort of sweet soup) and she jokingly makes a comment about that being trouble, and I said "Forget it, just give me whatever is the easiest and quickest to make" And she said "I could make you a salad?" and I dont want one, but I say "Fine" and walk around to the counter to pay. My purse is filled with water, ice, and clear plastic utensils. I go back to where I ordered to get my billfold that I left there. I never pay, and I see someone has put tater tots and a strip of bacon on the counter. I think "A salad comes with tots and bacon?" And then a kid takes his hamburger and tots and leaves... I am irritated that SOMEONE ELSE GETS FOOD AFTER I ASK FOR THE EASIEST THING TO MAKE. I am still irittated ! (Clearly).
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Saturday, September 27, 2008
No time to remember
Khao Tep was in my dream. I was at a table signing with him, yet he was also across the room being watched like a performer or something? Maybe on TV... either way, I am not sure if this was simultaneous or not.
Random bits I remember: I was going to a movie, I think with someone. It was a re-memory of sorts... I was wondering if the movie was going to be showing, even though the internet claimed it was still playing in the theater.
There was a wealthy family, a guy in an orange scion getting his car cleaned, a many jumping up into trees to avoid rocks I was throwing at a neihgbors house (to get their attention) that backfired in the opposite direction. There was a mother or grandmother of the wealthy family.. who I feel like I was running from because she was evil??
My parents were there before all of this, and so were dogs. I think Raven was around, too. Baxter was surely there,
Random bits I remember: I was going to a movie, I think with someone. It was a re-memory of sorts... I was wondering if the movie was going to be showing, even though the internet claimed it was still playing in the theater.
There was a wealthy family, a guy in an orange scion getting his car cleaned, a many jumping up into trees to avoid rocks I was throwing at a neihgbors house (to get their attention) that backfired in the opposite direction. There was a mother or grandmother of the wealthy family.. who I feel like I was running from because she was evil??
My parents were there before all of this, and so were dogs. I think Raven was around, too. Baxter was surely there,
Friday, September 26, 2008
It's raining bird poo
I don't remember much. I remember walking through an old run-down building. I was on an elevator going somewhere (dunno where) and The elevator roof was dripping water. As soon as I figured out it was dripping on me, I took a step over and then it started to downpour. I managed to get off the elevator shortly afterward. I also remember there were birds flying around. I never saw or heard the birds, but I knew when I thought they were near, I would duck and cover my head with my hands so they wouldnt poop on me.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Steve Zissou and family, too
From the first things that I can remember I was with my mother and I think my sister was there too. My mother wanted me to do something with her that I wasn't too interested in (cleaning or house chores or something, it was a task more than an activity). So I said something along the lines of "Well, I have to go meet Mcihelle and Mikaylynn" But then I remembered them saying something about being busy until 4 or not doing anything until 4 and it ws only 2, so I stayed.
Eventually I did leave and met up with Michelle and Mikaylynn. I was driving in this parking lot area to get to their place and there were a lot of people necking in the cars. It was dark out and my headlights startled the neckers.
Mich, Mik, and I were doing something sneaky, like looking in cars. We were doing some sort of detective-like work although I have no idea why. I figured out that she only preferred 4 because it was safer for Mikaylynn or something, and I realized I could have left my mother's when I wanted since she wasnt doing something else before then.
When we were through Michelle asked me to put some things in their Avalanche truck bed (Marilyn has the blue Av, not them !). So I went to the parking area and out of the 20 cars that were there, about 6 of them were Avs and two of them blue. But I eventually figured which one was theirs and put the umbrella in the cooler that was next to their truck. I had another item, it may have been a food item, and I think I put it in the cooler too.
It was about this time my brother enters, I think. I remember playing video games and I am not sure if I started with video games. He introduces me to his friend, who I have never met in real life and looks like no one I know, but he actually had a name in my dream. It was Steve something or something Stephens... they both seem right so maybe it was Steve Stephens !
He was incredibly nerdy with curly hair that was too long and made it a little fro-ish and HUGE blue-rimmed glasses. I was very attracted to him, though, and we kinda hit it off. We then were playing video games, and I dont know if my brother was playing still but he was at least still there on the other side of me on the couch.
I remember Steve had made me sign some paper indicating that we had met on that day. It seemed very legal, but I have no idea what purpose that it would serve. He drove a white car, like a civic or beamer, but I dont know which. I remember later pulling out a toy car that was his and showing it to someone. I also remember reading something on a paper that people had said about him and us or ... ?? I dont really remember much other than READING it and seeing his name. I also remember something about him having a lot of money. My brother made the comment of "If he needed $1,000 he wouldnt get it out of his savings" and I dont really know waht that means, but basically I took it as that was a trifling amount of money to the guy.
Thats all I remember for now.
Eventually I did leave and met up with Michelle and Mikaylynn. I was driving in this parking lot area to get to their place and there were a lot of people necking in the cars. It was dark out and my headlights startled the neckers.
Mich, Mik, and I were doing something sneaky, like looking in cars. We were doing some sort of detective-like work although I have no idea why. I figured out that she only preferred 4 because it was safer for Mikaylynn or something, and I realized I could have left my mother's when I wanted since she wasnt doing something else before then.
When we were through Michelle asked me to put some things in their Avalanche truck bed (Marilyn has the blue Av, not them !). So I went to the parking area and out of the 20 cars that were there, about 6 of them were Avs and two of them blue. But I eventually figured which one was theirs and put the umbrella in the cooler that was next to their truck. I had another item, it may have been a food item, and I think I put it in the cooler too.
It was about this time my brother enters, I think. I remember playing video games and I am not sure if I started with video games. He introduces me to his friend, who I have never met in real life and looks like no one I know, but he actually had a name in my dream. It was Steve something or something Stephens... they both seem right so maybe it was Steve Stephens !
He was incredibly nerdy with curly hair that was too long and made it a little fro-ish and HUGE blue-rimmed glasses. I was very attracted to him, though, and we kinda hit it off. We then were playing video games, and I dont know if my brother was playing still but he was at least still there on the other side of me on the couch.
I remember Steve had made me sign some paper indicating that we had met on that day. It seemed very legal, but I have no idea what purpose that it would serve. He drove a white car, like a civic or beamer, but I dont know which. I remember later pulling out a toy car that was his and showing it to someone. I also remember reading something on a paper that people had said about him and us or ... ?? I dont really remember much other than READING it and seeing his name. I also remember something about him having a lot of money. My brother made the comment of "If he needed $1,000 he wouldnt get it out of his savings" and I dont really know waht that means, but basically I took it as that was a trifling amount of money to the guy.
Thats all I remember for now.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Two Separate Threads
I had two dreams, and I can barely remember the second at this point but I hope the first one hits me later.
The second dream .... I can't even rightly explain. I was in a house that was constantly moving and changing... and the things inside of it... it was as though there were constant performances. The TV was on in real life for church and a lot of the performances were like speeches or presentations and dealt with religion. Haha Go figure. The second to last room I was in there were many mannequins or figures kind of like clowns moving about. Two-dimensional and moving about in a line like the ducks you shoot with a gun at the fair. Baxter was with me and was getting scared, so we left. And the last guy was talking about his trip to Israel and how it will CHANGE ! YOUR ! LIFE ! (he was not the first to use that phrase). I noticed one of the pictures he had for his poster board presentation was of something that was perviously in the dream and in another room. I also remember the photos in my dream (and the ones I mention later) were moving a little. They were not stills, but were not like motion pictures. It was slow and slight movements but they were there.
Throughout the dream, I was changing rooms a lot and the things in the room were changing. At one point I went outside to get in my car and drive off... I went to my car that was across the street where I know I had left it and when I get to the car I realize it is not my car at all. My car is on the street right in front of the house I was in. I didnt go anywhere and I didnt even do anything with my car, I think. But I couldnt figure out why it was THERE and not where I was sure I had left it.
This part doesn't really feel like it was a part of the dream I am going over now, but I don't believe it was the first dream... There were a lot of people around. I remember seeing a photo of Ben with two girls laying or sitting on top of him. There was another with him and a girl and another couple or girl... he was holding one of the girl's hands in one of the photos. Later someone (I think Jordan) was talking about how some girl and Ben were kissing, but this girl was not attractive .... She wasn't someone people really liked at all, so it was weird. That's why I think it was a topic of discussion because it was like "why??" And I was there just listening, trying not to care. Clearly I didn't want to hear those things, but don't remember if I got up and left or just woke up or what. That's really just a segment of a dream that I remember that has no segue in or out.
The second dream .... I can't even rightly explain. I was in a house that was constantly moving and changing... and the things inside of it... it was as though there were constant performances. The TV was on in real life for church and a lot of the performances were like speeches or presentations and dealt with religion. Haha Go figure. The second to last room I was in there were many mannequins or figures kind of like clowns moving about. Two-dimensional and moving about in a line like the ducks you shoot with a gun at the fair. Baxter was with me and was getting scared, so we left. And the last guy was talking about his trip to Israel and how it will CHANGE ! YOUR ! LIFE ! (he was not the first to use that phrase). I noticed one of the pictures he had for his poster board presentation was of something that was perviously in the dream and in another room. I also remember the photos in my dream (and the ones I mention later) were moving a little. They were not stills, but were not like motion pictures. It was slow and slight movements but they were there.
Throughout the dream, I was changing rooms a lot and the things in the room were changing. At one point I went outside to get in my car and drive off... I went to my car that was across the street where I know I had left it and when I get to the car I realize it is not my car at all. My car is on the street right in front of the house I was in. I didnt go anywhere and I didnt even do anything with my car, I think. But I couldnt figure out why it was THERE and not where I was sure I had left it.
This part doesn't really feel like it was a part of the dream I am going over now, but I don't believe it was the first dream... There were a lot of people around. I remember seeing a photo of Ben with two girls laying or sitting on top of him. There was another with him and a girl and another couple or girl... he was holding one of the girl's hands in one of the photos. Later someone (I think Jordan) was talking about how some girl and Ben were kissing, but this girl was not attractive .... She wasn't someone people really liked at all, so it was weird. That's why I think it was a topic of discussion because it was like "why??" And I was there just listening, trying not to care. Clearly I didn't want to hear those things, but don't remember if I got up and left or just woke up or what. That's really just a segment of a dream that I remember that has no segue in or out.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
I keep wanting to call it "Soffe"
I dreamed I was fired from PNC via a letter sent down from headquarters. Joy and Linda were a little upset and thought it unfair, but such is life- they could not help me. The letter didn't say why, but I think Linda or Joy told me it was because I made 3 errors in 3 weeks and never hit "high marks" whatever that meant, and it wasn't my speed.
I had been at the back and was crying and didnt want to leave through the front door because people would see I was crying. So naturally, I get in my car in the back of the building and drive away... on streets.
I kept speeding trying to get myself around cars and into the lane that I thought I needed to be in, but never could make it over around traffic. I speed up to the next intersection to turn left and the arrows are not turning they are pointing at me. I am going head on into oncoming traffic. Wonderful. So i make it over to the straight lanes again, speedily of course.
Eventually, I go straight enough to realize I can probably take some back roads to get home as long as the military base ends up on my left. I try to look at a map and it's too far back to see any detail of the area I am in.
Now I am in water on a yellow floaty. The waves are pickup up and knocking me around. I didnt want my arms or feet to get into the water because a shark might see me and eat me. I could see shore about 50 yards away, but could not get there. I look to the sky and see a man floating like on a floaty up in the clouds. The sky was ripply like bubble wrap and I was thinking "that is what I look like to a shark" and the man looked down on me, confused. As though he were questioning what I was doing there (as though his situation were more normal).
Eventually I make it to the shore and I want to deflate tha floaty but there is a wild animal right in front of me. I don't want to make noise because he might kill me. He resembled a black bear through all the brush. He runs off and I see it is a large brown kangaroo instead. I am relieved. I see a plastic bucket /tupperware that housed a microcosm of that particular area... of sorts.
I realize now I am on or near a kangaroo farm. There is another young girl (12 yrs or so) around me. She was a little unruly and unkempt, very tomboy and a little like a runaway. The guy that was just up in the clouds comes before us. I recognize him from the clouds, but I don't think he recognized me... maybe he wasn't really in the clouds at all, but I started to think he was on land looking in the microcosm at me in the water... in the microcosm.
We walk to the farm area and some kids and I (assuming I am still there at this point ant not just watching) are chasing the tomboy girl. She jumps a fence and evidently wins a game... or loses? I couldnt quite figure out if we were trying to get her to NOT jump the fence or see who could make it over the fence first?
I think I left this place, because it wasn't home and I still needed to make my way... but I don't remember any more.
I had been at the back and was crying and didnt want to leave through the front door because people would see I was crying. So naturally, I get in my car in the back of the building and drive away... on streets.
I kept speeding trying to get myself around cars and into the lane that I thought I needed to be in, but never could make it over around traffic. I speed up to the next intersection to turn left and the arrows are not turning they are pointing at me. I am going head on into oncoming traffic. Wonderful. So i make it over to the straight lanes again, speedily of course.
Eventually, I go straight enough to realize I can probably take some back roads to get home as long as the military base ends up on my left. I try to look at a map and it's too far back to see any detail of the area I am in.
Now I am in water on a yellow floaty. The waves are pickup up and knocking me around. I didnt want my arms or feet to get into the water because a shark might see me and eat me. I could see shore about 50 yards away, but could not get there. I look to the sky and see a man floating like on a floaty up in the clouds. The sky was ripply like bubble wrap and I was thinking "that is what I look like to a shark" and the man looked down on me, confused. As though he were questioning what I was doing there (as though his situation were more normal).
Eventually I make it to the shore and I want to deflate tha floaty but there is a wild animal right in front of me. I don't want to make noise because he might kill me. He resembled a black bear through all the brush. He runs off and I see it is a large brown kangaroo instead. I am relieved. I see a plastic bucket /tupperware that housed a microcosm of that particular area... of sorts.
I realize now I am on or near a kangaroo farm. There is another young girl (12 yrs or so) around me. She was a little unruly and unkempt, very tomboy and a little like a runaway. The guy that was just up in the clouds comes before us. I recognize him from the clouds, but I don't think he recognized me... maybe he wasn't really in the clouds at all, but I started to think he was on land looking in the microcosm at me in the water... in the microcosm.
We walk to the farm area and some kids and I (assuming I am still there at this point ant not just watching) are chasing the tomboy girl. She jumps a fence and evidently wins a game... or loses? I couldnt quite figure out if we were trying to get her to NOT jump the fence or see who could make it over the fence first?
I think I left this place, because it wasn't home and I still needed to make my way... but I don't remember any more.
Monday, September 8, 2008
But are they to be trusted?
This dream was from a few nights ago, and I am finally getting around to writing what I can remember of it....
There was me and a small group of others who were something like "the last ones alive" but I think we were hiding out. The only person I recognize was Eric Kaustel (Sp?) From Aflac. I think we had little cubicles where we all slept and lived individually...
Later there were more people. I met this guy who was really keen on me. His mother did not like me and her opinion was very important. Then he assured me she would like me once she saw how all of the guys would find me "fetching" at this gathering, dinner, club or something along those lines (I believe fetching was the word used in the dream). Anyway, I thought that was odd for a mother to want that of a future daughter in law.
But then it was brought to my attention that not many people were people anymore and these two might actually be zombies like the rest of the world and they didn't know it yet or weren't showing the signs.
There was me and a small group of others who were something like "the last ones alive" but I think we were hiding out. The only person I recognize was Eric Kaustel (Sp?) From Aflac. I think we had little cubicles where we all slept and lived individually...
Later there were more people. I met this guy who was really keen on me. His mother did not like me and her opinion was very important. Then he assured me she would like me once she saw how all of the guys would find me "fetching" at this gathering, dinner, club or something along those lines (I believe fetching was the word used in the dream). Anyway, I thought that was odd for a mother to want that of a future daughter in law.
But then it was brought to my attention that not many people were people anymore and these two might actually be zombies like the rest of the world and they didn't know it yet or weren't showing the signs.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Acting in the Supermarket
So I was with a group of actors. We were filming... or they were filming around us. It was not my turn to film nor the people in my small group. They were filming a classroom scene behind us. There was a very large girl in my group and some other people. I remember there were males although I dont remember anything about any of them. I don't think I knew anyone in my dream.
I was driving up on an outdoors set, driving over tiretracks that demolished the grass underneath. I remembered in my dream a guy had done that the day before. I had weird music in my car and the windows were down. People were still asleep and I may have woken some up. I parked... I dont remember anything else from that.
I remember going to the supermarket to get groceries. I was looking at boxes to make a dessert. I found a lot but none were awesome enough for me to waste money on until I found the box for Tiramisu. I think I got that box. I was getting in the checkout with two small white white-clothe-lined baskets with handles instead of grocery bags or the recycle friendly tote bags. Dont know why. I was at the counter with the large girl. Just as the cashier finished scanning every item, I remembered I needed eggs and cheese. And I couldnt find the eggs worth anything so I went back to the counter and the large girl had left. I think with my credit card or something. I dont know for sure, but I remember thinking that and also thinking "Well, she wont get far before that thing is maxed out." Haha
Thats about it for that dream.
I was driving up on an outdoors set, driving over tiretracks that demolished the grass underneath. I remembered in my dream a guy had done that the day before. I had weird music in my car and the windows were down. People were still asleep and I may have woken some up. I parked... I dont remember anything else from that.
I remember going to the supermarket to get groceries. I was looking at boxes to make a dessert. I found a lot but none were awesome enough for me to waste money on until I found the box for Tiramisu. I think I got that box. I was getting in the checkout with two small white white-clothe-lined baskets with handles instead of grocery bags or the recycle friendly tote bags. Dont know why. I was at the counter with the large girl. Just as the cashier finished scanning every item, I remembered I needed eggs and cheese. And I couldnt find the eggs worth anything so I went back to the counter and the large girl had left. I think with my credit card or something. I dont know for sure, but I remember thinking that and also thinking "Well, she wont get far before that thing is maxed out." Haha
Thats about it for that dream.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
From Sept 1
My own personl "Journey to the Center of the Earth" with family and colorful jumping fish. Powerlines housing black cartoon creatures falling into the watery expanse. Rooms with boxes. Being followed while making my own pathway amongst rooms, stealing cookies while currently eating something. Brother and Grandmother.
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