I dreamed I was fired from PNC via a letter sent down from headquarters. Joy and Linda were a little upset and thought it unfair, but such is life- they could not help me. The letter didn't say why, but I think Linda or Joy told me it was because I made 3 errors in 3 weeks and never hit "high marks" whatever that meant, and it wasn't my speed.
I had been at the back and was crying and didnt want to leave through the front door because people would see I was crying. So naturally, I get in my car in the back of the building and drive away... on streets.
I kept speeding trying to get myself around cars and into the lane that I thought I needed to be in, but never could make it over around traffic. I speed up to the next intersection to turn left and the arrows are not turning they are pointing at me. I am going head on into oncoming traffic. Wonderful. So i make it over to the straight lanes again, speedily of course.
Eventually, I go straight enough to realize I can probably take some back roads to get home as long as the military base ends up on my left. I try to look at a map and it's too far back to see any detail of the area I am in.
Now I am in water on a yellow floaty. The waves are pickup up and knocking me around. I didnt want my arms or feet to get into the water because a shark might see me and eat me. I could see shore about 50 yards away, but could not get there. I look to the sky and see a man floating like on a floaty up in the clouds. The sky was ripply like bubble wrap and I was thinking "that is what I look like to a shark" and the man looked down on me, confused. As though he were questioning what I was doing there (as though his situation were more normal).
Eventually I make it to the shore and I want to deflate tha floaty but there is a wild animal right in front of me. I don't want to make noise because he might kill me. He resembled a black bear through all the brush. He runs off and I see it is a large brown kangaroo instead. I am relieved. I see a plastic bucket /tupperware that housed a microcosm of that particular area... of sorts.
I realize now I am on or near a kangaroo farm. There is another young girl (12 yrs or so) around me. She was a little unruly and unkempt, very tomboy and a little like a runaway. The guy that was just up in the clouds comes before us. I recognize him from the clouds, but I don't think he recognized me... maybe he wasn't really in the clouds at all, but I started to think he was on land looking in the microcosm at me in the water... in the microcosm.
We walk to the farm area and some kids and I (assuming I am still there at this point ant not just watching) are chasing the tomboy girl. She jumps a fence and evidently wins a game... or loses? I couldnt quite figure out if we were trying to get her to NOT jump the fence or see who could make it over the fence first?
I think I left this place, because it wasn't home and I still needed to make my way... but I don't remember any more.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment