Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Sad Face

So I was with Justen and we were driving around. I was planning on staying at his place and was figuring on whether I could bring Baxter or not. Justen didnt want me to, but I didnt want to leave Baxter alone. I hadnt been to J's place but I was picturing a very run down large open warehouse type place.

We were in my area (although nothing looked familiar) and I keot having to tell him which way to turn. He was late in everything and also kept driving over curbs and missing the driveways. Later in the dream, however, he was speeding and taking every turn too fast with minimal slowing and I kept thinking we were going to hit curbs and maybe people or buidings, but mostly just curbs. Haha

J and I were at the store buying things to consume over the next day or two. And He got Mountain Dews while I got Sunkist ! Dream world. The store was like a convenient store, really, and the cash register was in the center of the store. I remember grabbing other things and putting them in the basket, but I dont know what they were. There was a small room attached to the building that was full of fresh veggies and fruits. I was getting things for sandwiches. I was looking at onions and trying to find tomatoes. I couldnt find them for the life of me. I think Anna comes in some time around when I am in the place. She is talking about meeting us where we are going, but either earlier or later.

While looking for veggies I finally spot the tomatoes and ask J if he prefers cherry tomatoes or sliced ones, and he says sliced. I look at the plant with the large tomatoes and it was dying and all the tomatoes were rotting, so I said "tough luck" and went for the cherry tomatoes. I had clippers or scissors and they, at first I thought, were growing on Fuzz (Anna's cat) and I was clipping at Fuzz. I started to get one of his claws because it was so long, or maybe it had a cherry tomato attached to it, I dont rightly know. I couldnt get it cut and moved on to the real bush of tomatoes that I saw and I guess cut some. I dont know.

While in the main part of the store, I see a guy at the check-out with very stunning eyes and a familiar face. I look away and think "I know that guy" and I look back and I dont remember who recognizes who first, but it was James Molinari from Duel. We hug and exchange a few words, and then life moves on. I remember later saying goodbye to James and Andrew Roth, but now James is probably Justin Tully as I was about to say "theyre not even from the same movie set" and then realized that they WERE from the same set. We were exchanging goodbyes and making on-set inside jokes.

Now I dont remember if I bumped into him or if Justen turned into him, but now I am riding around and maybe even in the store? with Jared J. I remember I was to stay at his place and we were deciding on whether or not I should bring Baxter. It's very much like I was reliving the beginning with Justen, but ... it was different. Naturally. At one point we were making out and he said something about him wanting to avoid the dire consequences of not being able to spend the next day or two together. In the dream, I took it that it was important to be together for that time, I suppose because it was all we had and we needed more? Maybe to see if things could progress. Something like that. And part of me also was thinking he was going to try to have sex with me. And wherever we were kissing- he had started to make it go there, but knowing that it wouldnt or couldnt. He then stopped and said "You are so perfect" and I hid my face because I didnt know what to say to that. And he said "You are so perfect, I only need to lay here with you" Or something. I was so sad and confused and couldnt say a thing because I didnt know what to make of what was going on.

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